So What I'm Really Trying To Say Is.....

Maybe if I really just over the top post here, like several times a day, and put every little bit of nonsense that flows through my head, I can speed up this whole grieving process.  Because I hate it.  And the sooner I'm done with it the better....not that it probably works that way.  But I feel like crap.  All the time.  And I want it done with.  So if publicly embarrassing myself and turning off my "uncomfortable feelings" filter and obsessively posting, obnoxiously so, maybe one day I'll come over here and find I have nothing to say.